It all just seems so fake. This idea that good things happen to good people and there’s magic in the world, and that the meek and righteous will inherit it. There’s too many good people who suffer for something like that to be true. There are too many prayers that go unanswered. Every day we ignore how completely broken this world is, and we tell ourselves that it’s all going to be okay, “You’re going to be okay.” But it’s not okay. And once you know that, there’s no going back. There’s no magic in the worldat least today there isn’t.

Haley, One tree hill

Nights really are the worst.

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Sorry, I just have to get this out there. Seen as I’m now a “helping” blog, which I don’t mind of course <3 But yeah. I like broke down last night, proper crying and screaming my head off crying. I was screaming like, saying how fucked up I was and shit. I just snapped. 

Now, this morning I feel tons better. I wanted to cut last night, but I didn’t. Dum dum! AND I had my first argument with my sister… ever! I have major venting issues and it just went BLAHAHAHAHAHAHA so, yeah. I think I’m getting better. I haven’t cried in like a year or two… and recently i’ve been bawling. Apparently I’m “healing” so… Just saying guys, I know it gets better <3

The real issue now is food. And being skinny. If I’m skinny… then I’m happy.

cakechan:

"Everyday, I act exactly the opposite of my true self."

(Source: hikikomori-girl)

“Why are you crying?” I don’t know.

onceaperson:

Enter the world of darkness

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